"I hid myself for many long years. I didn't want anybody to know that I had these abilities, let alone did I understand them. So I went on in my life, and you know what it's like to hide who you are? You can't. It affects you terribly." - Lynn Andrews
For as long as I can remember, I've always been able to tap into my intuitive abilities. Even without knowing what they were or what, exactly, I was doing. Whether it was sensing something before it happened, knowing exactly what someone was about to say, receiving and comprehending deep esoteric knowledge, being able to telepathically commune with others, seeing things others couldn't, or being able to bend and warp the very fabric of space and time—these experiences have always been a part of my daily life. And while I have always readily embraced the mysteries, I learned from an early age that it was prudent to conceal my psychic abilities. To not draw too much attention to them. To water myself down. To doubt myself.
Attempting to blend in and lead a "normal" life was exhausting. It became impossible. From cancer in my early twenties, a transformative lifestyle change in my mid-twenties, and then physically dying right around my Saturn Return, I finally realized that I must stop suppressing and concealing my gifts. The message was quite clear: Stop suppressing or die.
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